A Space Made to be Fit

I remember the sun,
the sunshine,

the moon,
the sunset,

the 28 stars I could count.


The space within my fingers,

for your fingers to fit and lock forever with mine.


The mixture of continual complement,
transparent everywhere.

Your humming surrounding my air.


The space within my arms,

for your arms to fit and lock forever with mine.


I remember your eyes,
the intensity of your love.

I remember your smile,
your joy contagious and warm,

the desire to be with you.

Heart-crafted

First, and rather obvious,
the reason of all.


Spring.


The found fellow,
indefatigable traveler,
always captivating
and captivated by the grand
formation of expressions.


Fountain.


The deepest familiar conviction
dressed with the farthest-reaching garment,
naked in its nature,
able to abide during a famine,
war and disease.


Love alive.

Rejoice in the Lord always.
I will say it again:

Rejoice!

Let your gentleness be evident to all.
The Lord is near.

Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything,
by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.

And the peace of God,
which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

My Confession

Grown yet further,
obtaining achievement not of status
or tongue,

leaving behind the pressure of prestige,

diving into deep waters of peace.


With the help of a name found in no books,

each step moves as a warrior to fight to die,
to fight to live,
and to fight to love.


Grown yet further,
grown to love you with a courageous heart.

I hope to be able to lift up my sword
and kill the unfriendly.

I want to look back with admiration,
but not dressed with a heroic decision,
rather with an unanimous love that conquered.

Ever, I Love You

With winter, spring.


With you I smile.

With you my breath - a melody.

With you I learn.

With you I find and cannot hide.

With you I hope & trust.

With you I love.


With life, love.

&

from a blue sky the string became a bridge.

The essential quality of her character,

her love until the last moment.


Changeless.

Present.

Intrinsically naked.

Surpassingly unanswerable, but full of life.

A language with no loss of words.


Her love,

a vehement spring,

contagious in joy,

free,

kind...

...inspiring.

The Midnight Memories

With a complete thought,
living the feeling of company,

the possession of the most beautiful connection,
waiting within a minute of countless years,

and
over the moon,

resting in the warmth of your arms.

Don't Cry, Not for Me

Only for those who don't fail.

Only for those who don't bleed.





When you read this I might be dead.



Yesterday got blown away.


Don't regret it.
Don't regret not having loved.

Is it Still a Melody?

I'd much rather be with my eyes closed,
hugging you.

I'd much rather be with my eyes opened,
hugging you.


It is uncertain if.


All the smiles

of the most beautiful.

100000000' ∞ s of Why it Would Not be No

Do you?

Are you really in?

The ocean's sand running through my fingers...


Is known as LIVING

It mirrors NO END


Through a very silent conversation,

as I contemplated the nightfall,

and appreciated the seriousness,
perhaps more the simplicity:


I should have no ambitions,
no spoken goals,

no fears in smartness,
no chase for money,
no concern about what is easy or hard to see,

no need to know where the North is,
no necessity to hold or relieve my breath...


...I should love

LOVE

Inside the Heart

Yesterday, September 1st of 2009:


I had plans to accomplish,

errands, meetings, things to do...


One of my dear friends from Africa
got a highly painful headache,
one he could not resist anymore.

He had been feeling painful headaches for 3 or 4 days in a row.

He felt as if his heart would stop working
and then work too fast.

He had a 103.8 fever temperature.

Many a times he expressed he had
strong pain in his chest.


...My day changed suddenly.
I am still thinking and feeling...


With my Japanese friend,
we took our friend to the hospital.

From around 4 or 5pm to 12 or 1am
we stayed at the hospital,
witnessing many a tests that they had to take,
patiently waiting for answers to come,
praying in silence,
comforting our friend and each other at the room,
smiling at times,
listening and seeing other people at the ER.


Our friend got released after being put on strong medication,
and without a clear confirmation of what he had,

malaria? meningitis?

but at least knowing blood was not overflowing in his brain,
and knowing that his tests would come in next day.

Life

Love

I heard several people screaming at the emergency of the hospital.
I saw people crying,
I held the hand of my friend while he was experiencing pain.

Some of his words are still in my head today:

"How much longer?

When should I not feel pain?"


...And on the way back to the dorms,

a car crashed on 3rd mile.

The car caught on fire.
We came across the accident perhaps 1 or 2 minutes
after it had happened.

Everyone stopped,
multiple sirens illuminated the Beltline.

At this point I still think people got burned alive.


...LIFE

LOVE